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the return [05 Apr 2009|04:03am] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | just surrendur - she broke my heart, so i broke his jaw ] its been a while. i used to write in this thing to let everyone know about what was going on with me. but i think im gonna use this to keep up with myself. lately things havent been going so well. the navy is giving me hell, and the world is giving me "worse." i think the most important thing that is on my mind is losing gracie. im not angry at her for leaving me but im mad that she can tell me she loves me but not mean it. i would honestly do anything for her, but sometimes i guess its not enough. ill always love that girl. always.. and ill never forget the great times we spent together. if i dont make her happy anymore than its pointless for her to stay with me. a close uncle of mine died not too long ago. the cops are trying to cover it up and say its a suicide but the family and i dont think so, hes not a suicidal person at all. "decapitation" is definetly the worst way to die.. no matter how it happens. id rather be obliterated than have my head severed. the "dead boyz" dont seem to be doing too well either. me and baby boi still have it in us but johnny p and nikki seem to be losing their thunder. my dui situation is crap and probably will remain crap till its over. soo many things need to change, but how can i fix everything when as soon as something good happens more problems arise. i guess i shouldnt have relied on gracie to keep my emotions stable, now shes gone and i feel like im falling apart. i know im strong and i wont ever give up on myself. its all just a bunch of tough times. im slowly writing a story, its gonna be awesome.. just ask if u wanna know about it. "i look into your eyes and, see that your colors changing, i wish that.. i could change with you,.. and when you said forever, did you mean it to be true, or was it... another tale from you" what happened to my old friends? i miss you guys. i guess nick was right when he told me "nothing gold can stay"   im gold and im still here bad things can happen to me forever but ill never fall. ever Broken Hearts

sup gurl [05 Mar 2009|11:31pm]  i love my girlfriend gracie.  so back off all you other bitches and hoes ill rip out your stomach and feed it to you ill crush your skull in my hand ill eat you alive if you so much as look at her dallas here i come once again. get ready for zack coleman  rebirthed as the bowzur edition.  i love you always gracie.  im too smart to be a failure or a fuckup so im gonna make shit happen.  Broken Hearts

2007 [29 Jun 2007|10:05pm] heh.. in case anyone still uses live journal. hmm where to start, 2007 kinda started off bad, but is gradually making more sense. ill be 20 on the 20th of july Nick, jake, larbar, and i all joined the navy.  joseph and jared might too but who cares they pussies. i have a beautiful amazing girlfriend that i love more than anyone in the whole world and me and my mom can live in the same house again without her wanted to kill me or me wanting to blow the house up. dallas isnt as bad as i said it was. i guess i just needed time to grow into it. great movies coming out this year. i need to get a new job which im constantly werking on. i wrecked my lexus back at the end of 06.. damn that year sucked huge ass.  2006 the sickest. 2007 ridin to heaven <3ZaCK Coooooleman Broken Hearts

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